so today so far has been a bad day ..mikes mom in the hosipal and its not looking good ..i think about her all the time shes all hes got ..i know it hurts him but he keeps his head strong. im just hoping if she does end up pasting that he won't go crazy and what not ..i feel so horrrible i cry and i just think what if i was to lose one of my parents so i can try and feel what he feeling .....i love him so very much so if  anything happens to him  i will lose it completely ..well i just needed to vent so there we go....